Since we began homeschooling seven years ago, I have constantly second-guessed my efforts. "Second-guessed" may not be quite the right word. Evaluated? Critiqued? My thoughts run: Am I doing enough to prepare for middle school? high school? college? life? Am I using the right curriculum? Are my kids appropriately challenged? On and on it goes. What works one year may not be a good fit the following year.
With Holly beginning high school in the fall, I've been thinking a lot lately about how our high school will look. AM I doing enough? IS she challenged? Is SHE doing enough? How can we make better use of our time? How can we make the best use of our time?
CC held some appeal to me. A string of academically rigorous classes in a small group, one day a week, with a tutor . . . exposition . . . debate . . . research . . . rhetoric. (I'm almost getting excited all over again.) I attended a parent-information meeting last week, and we took the opportunity to watch the classes in action today.
CC is a great program. I liked what I saw. Holly appreciated it. The classes were relaxed; the teachers were engaging. And I was totally unprepared for what I learned.
We are doing so much of this already at home. What they were learning; how they were learning; their assignments--WE DO THIS!!!! It was an incredible affirmation for me. Holly saw that she can easily compete with these other students. I'm encouraged to continue with what's been working, all my second-guessing included. And best of all, we don't have to commit an entire day each week and a load of money to achieve this. We haven't made a final decision yet, but it was quite a revealing day.
Trevor even joined in the fun. He was expecting to be in the classroom with us (with dire threats to not disrupt). He was invited to attend a younger class, hanging out with a good friend of his for the morning.
What a morning!
We stayed in town and went to our usual Chinese buffet for lunch.
We hit the mall.
On the way home, we stopped at the library. I guess I don't get here enough.

Which reminds me. I need to post my decision to put away most of our curriculum for the next few weeks, just getting back to learning LIFE.